What I want right now is a common yearning for me…. I come back to this time and again.

I see myself sitting at a sidewalk cafe, at a little table with a little umbrella over it, sipping what looks like an iced latte, and eating what might be a croissant breakfast, or perhaps it’s scrambled eggs with a croissant on the side. Whichever it is, I look sophisticated, Parisian, willing to pay a little bit for someone else to take care of my needs, just for this 10 minute stretch. I am relaxed, enjoying the flow of foot traffic past my table. Perhaps the food is a bowl of fresh fruit, and I am eating healthily while sipping a cold drink made with soy milk.

What does it mean??